Monday, December 10, 2012

the temperature will drop in a few hours...

all the way down to around forty degrees fahrenheit. malamang, uurong nanaman ang mga nakalaylay na bagay sa sobrang lamig.


Sunday, November 04, 2012

she said...


"after all the money i have spent on you. after everything i did for you. after all the sacrifices.  after all the things i have given you.  you do not respect me.  you never ever say thanks. i do not deserve this. i don't deserve this treatment from you.  do not speak to me like that.  it's not what you said. it's the tone of your voice when you said it."

- some people should have just considered adoption before they started whining about the money lost and years wasted.

Friday, June 22, 2012

dear gretchen



you used to be funny.

when you make fun of people, telling them how inadequate they are or how ugly they are, you made me laugh because you ultimately pointed the finger at yourself.  you humor was self-deprecating.  you were just so good at it and that was one of the many things we loved about you. your arrogance did not really hurt anyone.

but now you are just seriously stuck up. wow. you want people to delete you from their friends list because they are poor and you don't want to listen to them whine. alright. it could be a little too tiring sometimes. that is one thing. but to tell them to kill themselves is utterly wrong. it's inhuman.

you may never have experienced having been really hard up your entire life. because if you did, you wouldn't be such an asshole about it. you have your mom to thank for it.

yeah, right now you are privileged. you are. good for you. but remember, everything you love and value can be taken away from you in a blink of an eye.

now, if you really don't want to see your friends' frustrations and complaints, why don't you just delete them from your list and save yourself the agony?  i would. just like how i deleted you from mine.

Sunday, June 03, 2012

sabi ko lang sa nanay ko "ang sarap ng tulog mo, ha."

bigla ba namang nagalit. masama ba matulog at kung napuna na natutulog sya eh kailangan nyang depensahan ang sarili niya at magtatas na sya ng boses? ang weird.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

i just...

... scratched my butt.  it was uncontrollably itchy. the fabric of my underwear makes the skin on my butt really itchy when i am sitting. i think i'm going to have to throw this away.

seriously:

... made a down payment on something. this major purchase is making me extremely nervous.  this will take a big chunk out of my paycheck every month. but this has been a dream of mine for the longest time.

and i am determined to see it through, shakes and all.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

sooner than later

chocolat's death by tablea, jollibee spaghetti and chicken joy, mrt rides while listening to music on my mp3 player, cheap dvds, cheap movie tickets, facial, foot spa, whole body massage, the good burger, buko juice, goldilocks fresh lumpia and barbecue, bench red cologne, ayala museum, ice scramble, sisig hooray, cynthia alexander, filipino movies, cubao x, pichi pichi, the sidewalk barbecue stall beside sm supermarket in proj.4, dannylicious, san miguel beer, decent haircut, unlimited digital downloads, razon's halo-halo, ebe dancel, gatsby oil control film and hair wax, lala fish crackers, staying up late, karaoke, my beloved friends.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

what lovely song lyrics

What a way to wake up
 Just to find you there and Touch you in the morning
 You turn your head and look up
 There's no need to catch me
 Baby, I'm not falling
 Could have guessed after all that Id be standing tall
 You make me feel Free
 When you're near me
 Yeah I'm free
 All the time
 I just need you to hear me
 It's only you that makes me free
 I'm not used to being loved, not me

 Open up the window
 Just as the sun comes over the horizon
 What a perfect moment
 Trying to catch my breath
 I find it so surprising
 Who'd have guessed after all that
 I'd be standing tall


 from 'free' by simon webbe


Saturday, March 10, 2012