lurve this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDQkh9Qlhcs

but it's all i can feel.

Softly, love is standing here with its demands
(Tell me what you want from me)
Slowly, I think I'm letting go of all my plans
(Tell me where we're goin' to)

Why am I afraid to give into this
Why am I afraid?

This doesn't have to be love
But it's all I can feel, it's all that I fear.
This doesn't have to be anything at all,
So hard to fall (from this high above)
But do we have to call it love?

I hold back, from everything I really want to say
(Should I let my guard down)
I don't, I don't make commitments that could break
(Maybe it's just too late)

I'm so afraid to give into this
I'm so afraid

Need a little time to think things through,
Do I really want to give myself to you now
I can't believe it's happening so fast
'Cause I don't want to bring back what I left in the past

So hard to fall in love
This doesn't have to be love
(Love is all I feel but your love is what I fear)
So hard to fall
So very hard to fall.

talking politics with abu.

abu:  who are you gonna vote for in the coming elections?
me: i don't know yet.  i know i'm not going to vote for osmena. or oreta.  or cayetano.
abu: who else?
me: why do you wanna know?
abu:  i just wanna know kung sino mga iboboto mo.
me: i think i'll vote for chiz.
abu:  you know what?  i refuse to vote for women.
me: how come?
abu: because it takes them hours to do their makeup.  so that leaves them with less time to perform their functions.  i should know.
me: seriously?
abu: yes.
me:  hahahahaha! you're gonna get it from the feminists!
abu: do you know that it takes about an hour to put on eyeliner? 
 

winning statement from someone who thinks that he looks like gretchen barreto.
more eyeliner for you, abu.

Unggoy.

Copied this from a friend's bulletin.  Makes me wonder who these people are.

1. At least 2 people in this world
love you so much they would die for
you.

2. At least 15 people in this world
love you in some way.

3. A smile from you can bring
happiness to anyone, even if they
don't like you.

4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about
you before they go to sleep.

5. You mean the world to someone.

6. If not for you, someone may not be
living.

7. You are special and unique.

8. When you think you have no chance
of getting what you want, you probably
won't get it; but if you trust God to
do what's best, and wait In His time,
sooner or later, you will get it or
get something better.

9. even when you make the biggest
mistake ever, something good can still
come from it.

10. When you think the world has
turned its back on you, take a look:
you most likely turned your back on
the world.

11. Someone that you don't even know
exists loves you.

12. Always remember the compliments
you received. Forget about the rude
remarks.

13. Always tell someone how you feel
about them; you will feel much better
when they know and you'll both be
happy.

14. If you have a great friend, take
the time to let them know that they
are great.

why the fuck did they not vote for AJ? he was taken out while that talentless bitch antonella is still on the show.
Anubayan.




AJ, you can move to the Philippines anytime.

last saturday @ tomas morato

the dragon dance is believed to fend off bad luck. i wish my string of bad luck would end too.


and i heard those that were born in the year of the dragon will be lucky this year.

and once again...

i failed.

spoiler alert

i saw 'troika' earlier, and for the first time, i couldn't tell if i like or didn't like a movie i saw.

Gordon(one of the lead characters), an engineer assigned to oversee operations in a mine site in Benguet reeked of the 'gay guy still hiding in the closet' vibe. His wife, Mara, didn't notice until their seventh anniversary. They have an autistic child. Man and woman meet Abner, the miner. Abner is very masculine. Really sexy.

Husband gets really aroused after seeing wife have sex with Abner. Husband also haves sex with Abner. Afterwards, he decides to get jealous, thinks that Abner is bad for relationship with wife, and fires Abner. Wife is angry, said that she did it beacuse she thinks that it would make husband happy. Husband and wife try to patch things up. Attempts at making love. But husband still couldn't get it up.

Husband and wife think they need a change in scenery and decide to go for an overnight camping trip in the mine site. on the trip to the site, they see Abner. Gordon is raving mad. Kid cries, keeps repeating two words: tito Abner. Husband and wife's hearts melts upon seeing child. After a split second, the three adult characters goof around like kids in prep school.

The night beckons. It's cold. Wife decides to wear lingerie (we laughed when we saw this), Abner is in bahag, dancing. Gordon gets all horny. They make love in front of aroused wife. They make love until morning. They forget about the kid. Kid wakes up. Kid loves to play with lighter. Goes to cave where he sees the three having sex. Kid is shocked, drops lighter strategically where the dynamites are placed. The movie ended with the three lead characters in bits and pieces.

Oh well. At least they died happy.

PG fest

i couldn't get enough of this during last year's media noche.

everyone has yearender entries

Late 2005, someone i could've spent the rest of my life with cheated on me. after that incident, that someone dumped me. back then i felt ugly. i was very fat. and i looked old. i could've wallowed in self pity and ate an entire gonuts donuts store. i chose to go to the gym.

Around the same time last year, i weighed 210 pounds. now i'm down to 160 give and take a few pounds. i can say that i haven't reached my ideal weight. but losing 50 pounds is an achievement. and i am extremely happy with the results. i still look older than my age, though. it's in the eyes, i think.

i made a few close friends last year. and i am determined to keep them for good. they know who they are.

dated a few people too. dumped some. got dumped by some. the dating scene now is different than it was four years ago. i never realized that romantic possibilities are now easily disposed off. now, relationships, on the average last for a couple of months. people have become really shortsighted. hay.

got a job writing press releases for a PR firm. i'm enjoying my new-found career so far.

i dated four people this year. i am still single. i must admit that up to now, i am terrified at the idea of taking the plunge again.

so far, i got 2 out of five things in my Christmas wish list. they gave me the more expensive ones. but i'm still hoping someone would give me a 'gangland' dvd.

i'm now officially 'friends' with my ex. so that means i am totally over the twat! yahoo!




and most importantly, this year i finally get to have myself back.

...

1. it's 12 noon. the 24th of December. just woke up. alone in my pad.
2. for breakfast - dark chocolate and a glass of water.
3. need to buy gifts for - Mamang and Shobe.
4. will be at the family reunion later - i hate family reunions. they ask irritating questions like, ' why don't you have a girlfriend?' or ' why don't you pursue your nursing career?'
5. i'll be seeing my 95 year-old grandfather later. i love my lolo.
6. last night at krispy kreme - someone was giving away free glazed donuts to customers. i jumped and grabbed one from her. delicious. she was looking at me like i was some kind of weirdo. "so what if i am a weirdo, you normal person you."
7. of all the entries in the filmfest beginning tomorrow, i'm most bent on seeing 'ligalig'
8. last film i saw - shortbus on dvd. totally interesting. i loved the characters. so intelligent yet so stupid. flawed. very human.
9. amos lee's cd is amazing.
10. i'm craving for fresh lumpia right now.

gotta go. i need to replace my toilet seat cover.

Interview me!!! Please!!!

al asks:

1. What will you do if we're both stuck in an island with no means of escape and our only means of survival is to resort to cannibalism. Will you kill me or you let me kill you?

I'm fat. and you're malnourished. so alright. kill me.

2. You die and at the heavenly gates you need to convince St. Peter that you deserve to enter heaven. What will you say?

"Daddy Pete, I've been a good, good boy. I fed al my body so he could go on living. Now lemme in."

3. Will you go for that someone who loves you or that someone you love?

Seriously, for a change, i'd go for someone who loves me.

4. Imagine yourself in my shoes. What would you do this Christmas?

Give cy the grandest gift!

5. If there would be only one shop in the world what shop should that be?

Definitely a media store. Like the one in megamall (powerbooks and music one).


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